L - ^O^ - V - E

"Every night I empty my heart,
but by morning it's full again.

Slowly, droplets of you seep in
through the night's soft caress.

At dawn I overflow with thoughts of us
and aching pleasure
that gives me no respite.

Love cannot be contained.

The neat packaging of desire
splits asunder,spilling crimson
through my days,long, languishing

Days that are now bruised tender with yearning,
spent searching for a fingerprint,
a scent, a breath you left behind."

-My love

"I'm That Girl"

I'm that girl that holds a smile on her face,even when things are a mess and her faith falls out of place,

I'm that girl who believes in taking chances for what I want,instead of pretending to be happy as someone I'm not .

I'm that girl who's not afraid to let her emotions show,and learns to go on as her feelings start to grow,

I'm that girl who would never give up on the love of her life,because thereare two paths she can make the wrong or the right,

I'm that girl who would travel a million miles away,just to find the love that shes been waiting for everyday.

I'm that girl who dosen't care about what other people think of my style,the one that savors every moment even if its only for a little while,

I'm that girl that can never keep a secret,I'm shy but that dosen't mean I can ever keep it,

I'm that girl who kisses but dosen't believe,because she's sad if she lets go and then her love would leave.

I'm that girl that people call weird, random, and dramatic,but theres more to me if you'll listen behind all the noise and static,

I'm that girl that can cry and laugh all at the same time,the one that's innocent looking but can commit a heartbroken crime,

I'm that girl that trys hard to push herself through,the one that dosen't care if she'll ever fit in tobe kool.

I'm that girl you can call unperfect,my hairs always a mess,I'm under alot of pessure and all the stress,

I'm really not so diffrent as the rest,if it were up to me I'll say I come in second best.

I'm that girl who loves to laugh,the one that can joke around till things get out of control,

the one who envy's those blond girls and there perfect lives,meanwhile I'm stuck on this wild ride.

I'm that girl that loves to dream,

but this reality is not what it seems,

a fairytale ending waiting to come true,

another risk worth taking what does she have to lose?

I'm that girl who can never prove what she can really do,

because she gives up to easily but none really knew,

instead shes judged by others that are strangers to her eyes,

bottled up with any goodbyes and silent cries for help,

but nones there so she has to rely on herself...

I'm that girl,

and that is my world...

True Feelings:

Sometimes you make me feel bad inside,
it hurts me yes,but I forgive you, because I love you.

You might not notice how much you mean to me,
but you do mean something to me; you are a part of my life.

When you decided to talk to me, you got linked to me forever.
I live for you and only for you, you are my reason to live and not die.

If you were not my friend,I would die of sadness.
Please don't leave alone in this world of pain and suffering, I could never survive without you.

I will miss you all when I die,
but I just wished that we could have met.
I think that destiny or something else farther than our reach has brought us together to be like a family.

I just can't stand the fact that it is almost impossible to meet you; it just kills me inside to know this.
In the end I know that you too appreciate my friendship just as I appreciate yours.
I wish you the best in life.

What my best friend doesn't know

She's walking down the street
Those stylish shoes pinch her feet

The day has been real long
She won't admit that something's wrong

She drops her new bag on the floor
As she walks through the front door
Only to be greeted with even more pain

Happiness is something she can't gain
She walks up those creaky stairs
Her parents don't even care

That she walks right by without word
The tears make her vision blurred
She throws her self onto her bed

She can't help but wish she was dead
But what she doesn't know As she lays there feeling low
Is that every time I see her smile

The days become worth while When she and I hang out
I lose every single doubt In why I'm here in this place
I'm here to put a smile on her face Every time she hurts herself in vain

I too go through great pain I can't make it right again
I can't ask to stop the rain Watching her struggle with the sorrow
Make for an even darker tomorrow

On my very own horizon And she goes with out realizing
The kind of pain she puts herself through Gives me real sorrow too

When she comes to me in the hall I see her cuts and spirits fall
But I smile and pretend I'm not mad
She's getting help and I am glad But deep down something's yelling

Screaming out what I'm not telling Keeping me awake at night
As I pray with all my might Hoping that happiness is coming

But doubt keeps my heart a drumming I want to yell out in pain
But from that what would I gain? I'm stuck here on the sidelines
Pretending everything is fine For both her sake and mine